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Dane
Mathis never thought he’d have a second chance with
Guillermo “Guy” Rivera, and in truth he didn’t think he even
deserved one, but when Guillermo gets into a terrible car
accident that leaves him unable to take care of himself and
suffering from temporary amnesia, Dane doesn’t hesitate to
step in to take care of him. Dane knows Guillermo can’t
afford in-home care but with Guillermo suffering from
amnesia, Dane sees this as a way to make up for some of the
pain he’s caused Guy.
Dane
knows he is setting himself up for heartbreak all over
again. Even though his subterfuge is to help Guillermo, he
may view Dane’s actions as blatant betrayal. When Guillermo
starts to show an interest in Dane the temptation to make
love to Guillermo again maybe to hard to resist.
I liked
Dane right from the start of this story, but as (Just
Like) Starting Over progressed and the details of
how much he’d given of himself to help Guillermo came to
light, I knew he was keeper. Dane was not perfect, far from
it and it was his flaws and how he faced up to them that
endeared him too me. Both he and Guillermo were great
characters that made it easy to like them. Pepper Espinoza
did justice to the anguish that Dane was feeling as well as
with Guillermo’s struggles with healing from his accident
while dealing with the feelings he was having for his
caregiver.
The
angst in (Just Like) Starting Over was so
strong that it infused the entire story and it was very
gripping, especially where Dane was concerned. His dread and
fear of how Guillermo will react once his memory returned
permeated the pages. I certainly felt it, but his actions
and the motive behind them were very understandable. To
title this story after John Lennon’s song was perfect. Dane
and Guillermo’s life were in the lyrics of this heartfelt
song. Guillermo got a second chance to fall in love all over
again with Dane, even though he didn’t remember the first
time. And for Dane their life together was precious, but he
just didn’t know how to hold on to it. For angst lovers
looking for a story that will touch their heart and silently
having them praying for a happy outcome, I very much
recommend (Just Like) Starting Over. |