Chase is just going through the motions.
Ever since Cassidy died he just can’t feel anything. When he
does, Chase just wants to drown in a bottle. The
possibilities of what might have been with Cassidy haunt him
and he has been unable to move on with his life. His days are
all spent the same way… entertaining Amanda. She is the only
thing he has left, but what exactly are they holding on to?
Jordon has come to California to give
Amanda some bad news…that their father has died. Jordon
decides to stay in the house they share because he wants to
help his sister. He believes that they way she lives her life
enables her to hide from the possibility of a life with real
love. So he spends time with Chase trying to drive him away
from Amanda, but he can’t help that by taunting Chase he is
also getting to know him better. The problem with it is that
he likes what he sees.
Suffering Jordon is a
touching story about loss, the survivor’s guilt felt by those
left behind and the fear of the vulnerability brought by
loving and being loved. The book is by turns poignant,
entertaining and sexy. However, be warned that it deals
explicitly with prostitution and voyeurism.